That living well is the best revenge.
I'm not sure how vengeful im feeling these days, it truly is not in my nature but i will say that we certainly will be living well. Tyson was just hired on full time as Ashford University's head cross country and head track and field coach. He will be pursuing his masters while coaching and i will also have the opportunity to return to school full time either this fall or spring, we will see how it all works out. I plan on only working part time (which i haven't done in 3 years since being a single parent).
This will allow me to be home when Noah gets home from school, which honestly has been a dream!!
On another note, this will be a hectic few weeks. The wedding is in less than two months and we will be moving mid-July, a lot to cram into a few weeks but it is all entirely too exciting!!! I feel so blessed by it all.
There have been things happening that have tried to damper my mood and crush my spirits. I will say that i do not understand mean people. I do not understand negative or hurtful people. I don't know how to respond to there anger or hatred. So i choose not to respond. Some may view this as me not dealing with it but honestly what do you say to hatred? What do you say to anger? There are no words that quench that, no words that i haven't already said. I'm so sorry when things turn out this way. It hurts me so deeply but at this point in time i know the only place i should look is straight ahead, never look behind. Look to the past to learn but don't dwell on the pain or the wounds. I wish them the best.
2 comments:
I have one of these journals too! :)
I'm really sad that you're made to feel a negative way. It isn't fair, but know you're doing the right thing. Sometimes staying silent is all you can do. I'm always here for venting! :)
You are supreme awesomeness and I lub you.
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